everything has been going pretty good and i cant complain. changes are going on in my life. but, most of them are very good changes which pretty much just tells the bad changes to shut the fuck up. i got my lip pierced and that made me a very happy man. and yes. i do consider myself a man now. i am turning sixteen in two very short months and i cant wait. i hate being fifteen. it just makes me feel really young. and when i think about it. if i say "i'm sixteen years old." i feel very much older than just the number 15.
well now that im thinking about age. age is a very weird thing that we can use to judge people by. when you think about it oh a little 3 year old must be so cute and adorable and every little move that little creature makes is so cute. and yes they can be. but when people start talking in stupid language to babies i just think they're fucking retarded. i mean the baby is not a dog or some other sort of pet. it is a human being. get over it. jeez.
back to how things are going well in my life. i havent blogged in such a long time. and i feel bad for kinda forgetting about one of my releaes. *take note. it is kinda hard to text someone and blog at the same time. you have a train of thought and then it screeches to a shrieking hault becuase you have to answer a text.* whoa... major deja vu...
anyways... back to how things are going so good in my life. AGAIN. well i have been practicing on the piano a lot lately and i am getting slightly better every single day. and even though i am not taking lessons YET. i think i am getting kinda good. BARELY. geez. i dont wanna be conceited. i am saving up money to buy a keyboard. and not just any keyboard. but, a casio that i have been eyeing ever sinced i pressed that b chord. *im just guessing thats its name.* lol
ugh, i just checked my myspace and i added a guy that use to be in my spanish class which i thought was super cute. and i dont think he wants to add a guy he doesnt even know. oh well. i tried. its not like a gay guy could have a straight guy anyways. it would be nice though..
but, fuck that train of thought. i could type all night. lets talk about my job shall we?
okay well i have a job at the pool. and i think its kinda funny that there is a gay locker attendant. (that would be me) anyways i get to watch some eye candy every once in awhile.
but now my train of thought it really screeching to a very loud shrieking hault. i am currently using my sisters laptop and now she wants to use. it. oh did i mention i can play "us"by regina spekotr?
oh well i gotta go. my sister is gonna kick me off any second.
oh well.
i'll just bog again some other time
as my old english teacher would say.
(in a dull boring voice)
buuhhh-byyee
-the kill
(yes thats me)
p.s. i fought the british and i won.
